May 2009
I so called it
my gaydar never fails.
please reblog this
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if you have ever loved someone who didn’t love you back.
April 2009
I slipped.
After almost nine months without one. I’m really disappointed in myself.
But halfway through, I thought to myself “What the fuck is so cool about this? It doesn’t make me feel cute/sexy/badass anymore.” and I started coughing, so i threw it out.
never again.
“Dream as if you’ll live forever. Live as if you’ll die today.”
– James Dean (via long-gone) (via celebrityx)
oh &
I met with this girl today, her name is Michele Vreeland. She’s a singer-songwriter from LA. and she agreed to work with me for my school project. Amazing artist, who puts her all into her work. And she happens to be really nice too. so i’m excitedd :)
take a listen: http://myspace.com/michelevreeland
Ex.
Ex’s are ex’s for a reason.
Remember that before you go giving up on your new boy cos you’re stupid ex comes back around.
so today in record company class, we opened some real press kits that had been sent to my teachers label. Some were a little, out there. but the one I picked out was pretty well done, and we got to keep it so yay for free music.
The guy’s name is Johnny Bennett. good stuff. very summery.
Be My Baby by The Ronettes.
makes me sooooo...
I took a detour walking to school today. & idunno why I was so surprised to find that there are some cute ass boys at the LA gay & lesbian center.
i think i shall take that route from now on. haha jkjk.
Water and a Flame by Daniel Merriweather &...
http://www.nme.com/blog/index.php?blog=10&title=la_roux_vs_little_boots_first_listen_fac&more=1&c=1&tb=1&pb=1
I love both of them but Little Boots > La Roux.
IJAF.
Heavy Cross by Gossip.
EEEEK. new Gossip! love...
WatchLOVE IT. especially with it being about/being filmed in LA.
now she needs to make a video for Stuck on Repeat, and I’ll be happy. and one for Meddle. & Click. & Mathematics. & Every Little Earthquake.. she should just make one for every song on her album for that matter :D
-on second viewing.. she could have danced A LITTLE. but still <3 her.
Amputee
After about two years that I first created this little shitty song on garageband, and redoing it over and over again trying to get the feeling I felt when I first made it, I finally got it right.
I’m so proud of it. Not proud enough to let anyone hear it, but I could say it’s my own little masterpiece.
hmm. yeah I think Ima try that whole say yes to everything thing.
starting… Now.
I’m glad he came. and helped me when I was stumbling and stuff.
& that he’s kinda always there when I’m having any type of emotional crisis.
I was full of emotions & grabbed my notebook. And I created something fuckin amazing. I didn’t think I could do it anymore.
I’m inspired now to try harder on myself. I’m an amazing fucking person. And I’m heading to an amazing point in my life with amazing opportunities. I’m gonna be something even more amazing. And I know you’ll come around one day. and I...
Brown Eyes by Lady GaGa.
I give up
I can’t try anymore.
One day, you’ll realize that everything I said was real. How every emotion that I let free, was real. How hard it was for me to do that. and I did it for you.
Just for you. All for you.
But I can’t try anymore.
& I wanna throw up now.& I can’t stop shaking.
& you’re the only one that does this to me.
Don't..
meddle with her heart.
meddle with her mind.
meddle with the things that are inside.
You don’t know what you’ll find.
You don’t know what she hides.
:)
Ode to L.A.- The Raveonettes ft. Ronnie Spector...
Class ended early today, so I decided to get to know Hollywood, and the surrounding areas better, Cos I tend to only know how to get to weho, silverlake, and certain clubs lol.
ah. how i love silverlake. & how people still go to the “elliott smith wall” to take pictures
anyway. I got lost for a bit. It was so fun.
I don’t see how people hate it here. I mean, sure there...
i adore natasha khan/ bat for lashes.
internship
So I have an interview on thursday for my internship at Big Deal Records/Hyena Records. & I might get an interview at Emblem Records as well, but if it were up to me, id choose the first.
I was told I’d probly be doing a lot of marketing, which is good cos as each day goes by, I’ve been thinking I’d rather do that then A&R.
i’m essssited :D
i’m kind of a contradiction
“Gahh. I’m so fuckin cute I want to rape myself.”
I can’t believe that came out of my mouth.
Am I like the only person left on earth who can keep their fuckin mouth shut?
No no no.
I can’t do the whole fuck the pain away thing anymore.
well….grrrrrrrrr.
Noooo. and thats that.
Love without pain isn’t really romance.
I’m not saying I’m fat or anything,
But I could start doing some sit ups or something.
especially with summer coming up and such.
The best way to fix a dissapointment:
Vodka+ electro beats.
I can't believe it.
All week, I was looking forward to today.
I’d wake up in the morning with a smile cos I was one day closer.
& nothing happened.
I feel so stupid.
i'm starting to get scared.
Please don’t do this to me, again.
today is the day.
My heart is beating like woah.
This will either be really bad; or really good.
lets hope for the latter.
In For The Kill - La Roux
Growing Old Is Getting Old- Silversun Pickups
I...
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It’s a very rare thing for me to yell. And I think I know why.
Have you ever heard anyone sound smart when they yell? I haven’t. Everyone sounds like an idiot when they do.
i’m so fuckin excited. and I would go ahead and post all the corny lovey dovey stuff.
But I’m too afraid to jinx it.
WatchMy A&R teacher told us to look up Susan Boyle for like a huge surprise.
everyone in class was pleasantly surprised.
Discotraxx by Ladytron
Whenever I hear this, I...