July 2009
Party All The Time by Black Eyed Peas.
Even...
Celebration by Madonna.
loveitloveitloveit.
I didn’t know why I get angry when I’m around you or talk to you until this morning.
It’s cos the way I act with you reminds me of the pathetic boy I used to be.
I thought he was dead, but I’m not so sure anymore.
I’ve been doing too many walkabouts lately, instead of going to class.
But I’ve been needing the time alone to clear my head.
It’s a rare thing for me to have any time to myself anymore :/
I see three different roads to take.
Well four, if I continue living the way I have been for years.
All four of them will hurt me, I know it.
And all four of them will hurt someone else.
I don’t know what to do.
I shouldn’t care what you think. But I do.
I hate to admit, but I guess you’re special.
And I’d feel horrible if you thought the worst of me.
If you want my future,
celebrityx:
forget my past.
Tonight was kinda cute.
So tell me your dreams.
& I’ll tell you all my fears.
So ask me your questions.
I’ll tell you what you want to hear.
Small conversations, a hug, and a pinched cheek.
&I’m hooked again.
WatchNew Little Boots video for Remedy.
Muchh better than New In Town.
That thing where I’m half awake, half asleep keeps happening more often. And it lasts longer too. I’m getting scared.
I Don’t Know by Lisa Hannigan.
really cute...
Now he’s trying. And you’re not.
I swear, it’s like you two have this whole thing planned out to mess with my head.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it to let people close when all you get are these stupid dramatics.
When I was completely alone, I was fine. and now, I barely let people in, and I get these dramas.
And then I wonder how I became so afraid. and this was way before anyone came in and disappointed me.
That’s when I hear his overreactions. and then she screams like a lunatic.
And I...
You both keep giving me mixed signals.
& I’m not sure who I should believe.
ew.
your new boy looks like a deformed monkey.
Getting that out of my system after like three years was totally necessary.
I feel like a new Chris.
It’s time to start playing this right, again.
:)
H: I'm so alone. I can get her phone. I can call her back and ask her to take me back.
M: .. Hello?
H: Yeah yeah it's me.
M: Yeah, so?
H: I made a huge mistake.
M: Mhmm. You did.
Just as I was starting to lose interest in my internship again, I got cool things to do this week.
First I was part of a conference call/ web session (or whatever it’s called?) with the guy who invented the atm machine and this thing called Shadow TV that basically records every news feed around the world and will search and find anything in seconds. it was pretty crazy.
Today, I got...
I’m not quite sure what the hell you’re thinking, but I hate this person you’re becoming.
It’s even more pathetic than who you were.
Abusadora by Wisin & Yandel.
Maybe it’s...
Dad: Aren’t you gay?
Me: -nods head-
Dad: What does that mean?
Me: Yes..
Dad: .. You know, just cos you’re gay doesn’t mean you have to be easy.
Me: I know.. I take care of myself.
Dad: Good :)
weird conversation, but it made me smile.
One of you two needs to let me down soon.
So I can start worshipping the one who doesn’t.
Phonography by Britney Spears.
This song was...
What I hate most is how I still can't get over...
goodmorningheartache:
(via lickettysplit)
It's funny
that you have to go out of your way and try soo hard to grab anyone’s attention.
While, not to sound conceited, I don’t even try and it just comes to me.
:)
